Nama om vishnu-padaya
krishna-preshthaya bhu-tale
shrimate bhaktivedanta-
svamin iti namine
namas te sarasvate deve
gaura-vani-pracharine
nirvishesha-shunyavadi-
pashcatya-desha-tarine
Translation
I offer my respectful obeisances unto His Divine Grace A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada, who is very dear to Lord Krishna, having taken shelter at His lotus feet.
Our respectful obeisances are unto you, O spiritual master, servant of Sarasvati Gosvami. You are kindly preaching the message of Lord Chaitanyadeva and delivering the Western countries, which are filled with impersonalism and voidism.
Jaya shri-krishna-caitanya
prabhu nityananda
shri-advaita gadadhara
shrivasadi-gaura-bhakta-vrinda
Translation
I offer my obeisances unto the Supreme Lord, Shri Krishna Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, along with His associates, Lord Nityananda, Shri Advaita Acharya, Gadadhara, Shrivasa and all the devotees of the Lord.
Hare Krishna Hare Krishna
Krishna Krishna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare
Translation
"Oh Lord Krishna, Oh energy of the Lord, please engage me in Your devotional service."
Dear Vaishnavas,
I begin this post with tears in my eyes as I contemplate with sadness the end of my beloved month of Damodara. For many of you this month's end will mean returning from the Holy Dhams of India to your families around the world, for others like myself it will mean not a change of residence but simply the change in mood as we bid farewell to the beautiful Serene mellows of Kartik and the sweet smell of candles offered in love to the darling of Vraja. No matter where we are in this world we share in this special time and together we will eagerly await the appearance of Sri Damodaras sweet Kartik rasa again next year.
At the beginning of this most wonderful month many of us took upon ourselves to perform Kartik Vratas for the glories of Sri Krishna and to purify ourselves. It has been a wonderful journey which has tested our confidence in ourselves, our dedication to our spiritual advancement, and our love for Lord Krishna. No matter how successful you may be in your own eyes let it be known that your devotion has been a success. We have all learned more about ourselves and through this process we will continue to make advancement on the path of bhakti yoga.
I am so thankful for the people who have chosen to take make this journey with me and to all of you throughout the world who have encouraged me and inspired me to expect better of myself. I am inspired by your selfless devotion and kindness, I would not be the same without you. Thank you.
I began this month with a simple list of Vratas which I thought might teach me a thing or two about pure devotion. I chose to read the teachings of Srila Prabhupada through the Srimad Bhagavatam, the teachings of Srila Sanatana Gosvami through the Brihad Bhagavatamrta in accordance with my spiritual masters wishes, and finally I chose to work on perfecting my japa through rising early and devoting more time to japa meditation. I have done all of these things, although sometimes through great difficulty on my part. I am not perfect in any way but this months successes and yes, the failures as well, have taught me more then I could possibly have ever imagined. I cannot make the claim that I am a changed person, but I have learned the power of allowing change within myself. I am not a pure devotee, but I have learned the value of listening to those who have realized this stage of devotional service to the Lord.
I have learned the priceless value of association with vaishnava devotees of the Lord. This instruction with Srila Prabhupada has kindly given us has such meaning for our devotional progress. I have learned that association does not simple meaning hanging out to overcome the stresses of the day nor does it mean going to the movies to see the latest comedy flick. All those things are fun but pure vaishnava association means being around people who inspire you to look deep into your heart for that small spark of bhakti and fanning it into pure flame which burns brightly for the service of the Lord. I pray I may take this realization deep into my heart.
I have come out of this Kartik with renewed inspiration and sincere desire to fulfill my vows to my spiritual master, Indradyumna Swami. A kind soul, Saci, once told me that japa and vows to one's gurumaharaja should mean more to you then anything else in the world. I am honored to finally begin to take that instruction to heart.
Throughout this year I will continue to work on my devotional service and try to develop even a small taste for this wonderful culture and faith which Srila Prabhupada has gifted us with. I have so much to learn but every moment if used wisely can be a step in the right direction.
I pray for your blessings that I may never loose my desire to know Sri Krishna, to participate in His bhajan, and to glorify Him always with my heart and soul.
Your Servant in Devotion,
Abhaya Devi